The unknown

Today I shall be meeting with a well established actuary. As I am broke and in need of a job to save up for future travel plans I have decided to use some of the contacts at my disposal. I was able to score a sit-down with a friend of an uncle (lol) who might have a possible job opportunity for me. But I feel a bit anxious, I am supposed to go and speak to him about myself, where I see myself, and also, about how serious I am with regards to my chosen career path.

But you see, I am currently studying B.Acc Sci in financial accounting which will lead me into a career of a Chartered Accountant but I am not so sure that's what I want to do anymore. Now I know there are lots of other job opportunities  that can be exploited with this degree but I still don't know exactly what I want to do in the end. Basically I cant decide now, as it's too early for that and I have no first hand experience in any of the related fields, so how do I speak to someone about my life if it's like a bizarre unknown factor even to me?!

I feel so unsure. Like I have nothing figured out and I am just going by every day with no specific reason. It is like I am afraid that I will not be a success after all this studying is over. I hate feeling clueless, I need to be in control of my life and my career.

I will never know the unknown.
Until the day comes for me to face it.