A friend once told me: "What might seem as nothing to you, looks like much more to everyone watching you."
When one develops a strange feeling towards a close friend, it is best not to deny it, because the more you deny it the deeper you fall. Yes, you are friends, best buddies, chomma's; which makes it more awkward having more-than-friendship feelings for him. It feels like you know him your entire life. You are able to speak the most silliest things in the universe and not feel judged or pathetic. You are constantly on your phone smsing each other, you enjoy each others' company and you have special names for each other, now obviously something is bound to develop.
The worst feeling in the world is having those feelings for him and not knowing whether he feels the same. You are definitely not going to ask!? Afraid of rejection and being pushed away by the awkwardness of the situation.
So what do you do in the end? You live with what you feel. Shy to break the news to even your best girlfriend. You stay happy with what you already have. You certainly do not want to lose the already awesome friendship you have began. So you will wait for your chance to come. If it is meant to be, it will certainly happen.
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