letter for a stranger

This might came as a surprise to you, but I like you .

Trust me when I say that I never intended for this to happen. It sort of just sprung right at me. You're one of my closest friends and I feel that we can tell each other anything, yet by telling you this small detail i feel that I am making the biggest mistake of my life.

I recently discovered that I might like you more than a friend. I start to fret about the tiniest things I do around you, or with, and make things awkward for myself, especially if we were messaging each other for most of the night before.

I feel as though this is going to be my worst mistake. Ruining a great friendship for something I think I feel. One night I sat and thought of you, your qualities and your beliefs. And came to a realisation that your like the perfect person I would like to, one day, end up with. You are driven by your goals and aspirations, you would to anything to help another, you are focused on what you want to achieve, you are religious and not afraid to express your oppinion.and most of all you always make me laugh!

there will be days that I do not get to see you, and I find myself missing you like crazy. I would sit for more than 10 minutes deciding on whether to sms you or not, and eventually I'll flake out on the idea. I would find myself on your facebook wall for no reason, just to feel somewhat close to you. I would go out of my way just to hear your jokes or speak to you for even 5 minutes.

Crazy thing that love does to you. Now my worst fear is that you don't feel the same...

just letting go...

Being hard on yourself wont help anyone.

You are so used to being excellent at everything you do. Meticulous. Perfectionist. The moment something falls out of place, you freak out; stress and think that it is the end of the world. Well you're wrong. Those obstacles in life that make you fall out of place are put there for a reason. The logic behind the reason is that you pick yourself up again, let it go and start fresh.

Of course at the beginning you will feel shattered. You will cry into your pillow for most of that night and you will probably start doubting the path that you're currently on. You will feel embarrassed to face the world the next day. But the only way to overcome this, is that you pick yourself up and walk with your head held high; because believe me, the ones staring at you the next day have all been there once before.

So you win some and you lose some. But never give up on what you will become.