Honestly about two weeks ago i was not at all anxious, excited or ecstatic as others would say about going to university and especially it being one of the best ones around. I don't know why i felt nothing. Nothing at all in a sense as if i wanted to give up, like i didn't feel like going to university at all. People all around me were like going mad with excitement. And i was like: OK! whats the big deal?, even my father, which some friends of mine say show no emotion, was super excited for my part when he came from the parent's orientation.
So I've just ended the week of my orientation and i must say it's only now starting to feel like something. I guess i had the worry of being a loner since NON of my friends are attending here. I had to start from scratch all over again. And it's hard you know, especially for me who is such a shy person and with my family always bugging me about having a little friends...i do have lotsa friends but they only know the very closest to my heart. not that the others aren't. but it's just that if they truly knew the others, they'd be surprised and regret that they ever pressured me about having lotsa friends. but now I'm glad to say that i have made some cool friends at varsity, me only being there for 3 days and all.
Classes start the second week in Feb. I must say I'm extremely nervous about that one. Legend says that the lecturers are mean. but i'l have to wait and see though. I've got like a five day schedule that runs till 3 in the afternoon. luckily for me on Fridays it only runs till 1pm.
It's going to be hectic for me but when i finish here i'll be a Chartered Accountant who will definitely be traveling the world. So goodlUck to me and those others pursuing there wonderful dreams!
