Sunday, November 22, 2009

day before my birthday

Hey!!

So its the 22nd November 2009 today!! Which means tomorrow's gonna be the 23rd November 2009!! a super duper special day to mwah :) lol

Oh yeah its my birthday. one year older. Hey but look on the bright side: I'm going to finally be legal!! Yeah!! lol I'm going on as if I'm going to have so much more privelages! And can you believe it I have got a sick ass cold! Plus my monthly you know what lol. Could this birthday get any better!?

So maybe it can get a little better :);)! You know that guy i told you about earlier this year so he decided to buy me a gift which i so totally did not expect from him, but yah he insisted. I saw him last night and he told me he wanted to keep it a surprise but then seeing me, he couldn't keep it from me. lol. I adore him so much! he tries to make me happy no matter how sick I may be. Thats lovely. It's just unfortunate that we can't see each other tomorrow but hopefully he makes a plan.

People say that i should be nervous since it's my big 1 8, but hey its just one unit up right. On my other birthdays i felt normal as if my age never increased...just maybe, this one will be different tomorrow lol. Everyone is happy to see me grow up..hold up..except my overprotective boy cousin, he can't stand the fact that i'm finally growing up, he wants me to stay little forever! lol

Ciao!
Sweetcheeks

Saturday, November 21, 2009

The start of a new life

Hey!

So its the end of 2009 already, or wait..almost the end. And for me its the end of my high school career. Next year I'll be off to University of Cape Town, trying out new friendships and hitting a new workload.

So u could say i'll be entering a new life so to speak. A new life that i have no experience of. It is like a foggy road for me, where there are no stop signs and steady directions to keep me from going astray. I honestly do not know what to expect. Would i cope? is my main question i need answered. Would they accept me? is the question right at the end of the list because frankly i don't care if the hate me or love me.. I am my own unique individual and wont change who i am for them.

I am extremely nervous for next year.lol. firstly because none of my usual friends are going to be there with me and secondly i would have to use public transport!! i hate trains, taxi's drive super fast and buses look so huge on the road that it looks as thought it might just tip over! So yeah i cant wait to get my own car..well i wont be buying it my parents will have to lol.

So i guess I'm halfway ready for next year and its adventures. hmm...i just shouldnt forget to have loads of fun then i'll be awesome!

Love Ya
Sweetcheeks